I might be getting a yorkie FOR FREE this spring. Well, actually if I wanted one right now, I could get one. But they’re from a woman who breeds them and wants to find good homes for them once they’re between 2-5 yrs old where the new owner will promise not to breed them, so they aren’t really housebroken at all. And that’s not a disaster I’d like to have in winter.
Oh please, oh please.
But then again, I think I need to start looking for a new (used) car that’s more durable in unpleasant winter weather, so this could all change rapidly. I mean, last weekend I nearly wrote a post about wanting a calico kitten, so I’m obviously not set in any of my decisions lately…
“Build me a home inside your scars. Build me a home inside your song. Build me a home inside your open arms, the only place I ever will belong.”—I Am Still Running // Jon Foreman (via allthetreesofthefield)
Today, I caused a traffic jam at a major intersection in town because my stupid car got stuck.
Also, it got stuck because I forgot my dad put the emergency brake on when he changed my flat for me. How it moved in the first place, I have no idea. But damn, do I feel like a moron.
The best* part was when one of the deputies drove up along side and gave me a sympathetic smile after a Good Samaritan told me to check the brake, and he turned out to be right. So** looking forward to seeing him and hearing all about it on Monday.
Now, I shall drown my sorrows in Blue Moon Belgian Ale (aka the single bottle I have) and the frozen take-n-bake pizza from Walmart which I’ve been saving for a moment like this.
* absolute worst ever
** not at all, I will likely run into the bathroom if he’s on shift and in the office and not come out until 4:30
Today felt good. It felt like a deep laugh, like no matter what happened I wasn’t going to let it piss in my Cheerios. I got a ton of record requests right after lunch, and instead of letting it exhaust me and focusing on not being able to catch up, I just felt like life was hysterical. Of course this would happen. Of course, on the afternoon before my day off. What the hell, right?
Life is funny. I may be mentally unstable as of late, but at least I can enjoy the ups after the downs.
I was going to write a whole post about today, but it was annoying me to do so, so I threw it out.
In summation: today was an uber crappy day that ended up being not so crappy. It went from feeling like the walls were caving in and all I wanted to do was go to the ladies’ room and sob, to finding out from the repairman who came to fix my wifi that I’ve been getting free basic cable this whole time and he set up a bazillion channels for me and isn’t going to even add cable to my future bills because let’s be honest, he doesn’t care at all.
I still feel like I could sob for whatever reason, but it’s not as bad anymore. But I think it’s probably time for a depression screening, because this is not normal.
I hate marriage and all boys but then I realize that I make enough money to support another person and I would actually really love to share a bed and maybe some electricity bills and maybe I could steal a last name or something